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Hello, my name is Yan Tsui. When I was born, my mother left me with my grandma. However, I’m thankful for the love my grandma showed me, which made my childhood carefree and joyful. When I turned five, my grandma passed away, and it was then that I reunited with my mom. She brought me back home, and that’s when everything changed.

大家好，我叫徐茵。我一出世我媽就把我拋棄，放在外婆那兒，我從沒見過她。但感恩我有外婆疼愛，所以我一直是個無憂無慮快樂的小孩。直至5歲的時候，外婆走了，媽媽才接我回家。從此我變得不一様。我變得孤僻沈默，總是自言自語。我的成長過程中充滿迷惘和疑惑。我不明白媽媽為什麼要如此對我。家裡父母總是吵吵鬧鬧，混亂不堪。加上我媽改我的名字叫”少霞”，聽起來意思像是沒了也好閒，使我常感覺自己拖累了她。所以我好努力做一個乖孩子，年紀小小就帶著弟妹買菜煑飯。我13歲就出來工作，22歲結婚。我以為從此會有一個幸福家庭，誰知還是坎坷難過。彼此常有磨擦和紛爭， 心裡常常很難過。有時只能在半夜靜靜垂淚，感覺無夸坎坷，但感恩有公婆姑奶的疼愛。

然而，我認識了神，這使我生命變得不一樣。我再不需要事事靠自己努力掙扎，只需凡事交托信靠那位充滿慈愛和恩典的神。我相信祂必掌管引導。因著神心裡充滿平安，人變得輕鬆自在，現在成了一個大笑姑婆。感恩在世上還有一個神家，弟兄姊妹互相支持鼓勵，相親相愛。真的，信了神不一定一帆風順，但回想每一段苦難中都有神默默的祝福和保守。更寶貴我們有神的同在和永恆的盼望。

正如羅馬書15: 13所說

＂但願使人有盼望的神，因信，將諸般的喜樂平安，充滿你們的心，使你們藉著聖靈的能力，大有盼望。＂

Hello, my name is Yan Ting.  I grew up in Hong Kong and San Jose, USA. I used to be very shy. I was afraid of almost everything! When I was young, my parents would take me to worship Buddha, but honestly, I didn’t enjoy it at all because I had no idea why we were doing it.

大家好! 我叫欣廷。我在香港和美國聖荷西長大。我從前是個害羞和很少說話的人。我什麼都怕。我小時候跟父母去拜佛，但我很不開心，因為我不知道為什麼要拜它。長大後，我覺得人生沒有盼望和喜樂。我和父母關係不好，因為他們會罵我，罵我什麼都做不好。 但我仍會幫媽媽做家務和照顧弟弟。我在香港只想努力讀書，但是成績不佳，所以我和家人在2001年一起移民美國。

在2004年我讀高中12年級的時候，我認識一位從中國來的女同學，她邀請我去教會。有一位姊妹和我講福音，提及耶穌愛我和為我釘十字架而死。我聽到很感動，我便禱告信主了。

我信主後，我覺得生命有盼望和喜樂。我現在有了主，祂住在我心裡。我每天讀聖經和禱告，祂會垂聽我的禱告和祂會安慰我。有困難時，祂會幫助我解決問題。我在讀高中時要學英文，考試時我很怕考得不好，因為我本身英文很差。我便禱告，求主幫助我英文會變好些。主有幫我，我英文科成績拿到A。我還可以和別人溝通，認識不同的朋友。最後我能夠高中畢業。主聽了我的禱告，感謝主!

Hello, my name is Sandy. I have undergone two kidney transplants and one liver transplant, which involved over a dozen major and minor surgeries. It took a total of twenty years from my first kidney dialysis to my last kidney transplant. Those days were difficult, but God heard my prayers through it all.

My kidney problem began when I was only eight years old. In 1986, I moved to the United States from Hong Kong, and by 1998, I needed kidney dialysis. In 2004, I had a kidney transplant, but unfortunately, the new kidney was rejected, leading to four additional surgeries to remove the organ. From 2016 to 2019, I also had to undergo hydrops, which was incredibly painful due to the thickness of the needle used. Even blood transfusions became difficult because of my complicated blood type, which developed from multiple transfusions. Inserting the IV into my body also brought a lot of discomforts.

I used to be a negative person and often thought it would be better to get an injection and die rather than continue suffering. I also asked the question, “Why me?” “Why am I the one that needs to get sick?” However, over time, my perspective has changed. I now have faith that the Lord will give me the best, and I no longer take life for granted. If God allows me to live, I take each day as it comes.

A year after my dialysis, I found out that I was pregnant. During my pregnancy, I had to undergo a procedure under local anesthesia due to my kidney disease. I was only five months pregnant then and prayed fervently for my baby’s safety and a smooth delivery. Thanks to God, my baby was born healthy.  Looking back, I wonder how I was able to cope with all of these challenges. The answer is prayer! I knew that my brothers and sisters in the church were praying for me, and I leaned on God for the strength to face each day. Despite the difficulties of my illness, I longed to attend church and meet with my fellow believers. Worshiping and praying together with them brought me great joy. One time, while singing hymns and reading the Bible, I felt God speaking to me. He is infinite and glorious, yet He suffered and died for me, a mere human being. His love for me is what inspires me.

I was in need of a liver specialist to help me for a long time, but one department kept passing me off to another, and I was getting nowhere. Then, my nephrologist finally referred me to a liver specialist, and I believed he was God’s answer to my prayer.  He was very caring and took the time to discuss my case with the medical team, ultimately finding a suitable kidney and liver in the United States for me. In April 2019, I underwent a liver and kidney transplant in a single operation, and it was nothing short of a miracle. It’s not easy to find a compatible liver and kidney, let alone two organs that match at the same time. The operation was successful, thanks to God’s grace.

The surgery took place at the newest hospital in San Francisco, and I am so grateful for the excellent care I received there. All of the equipment was new, and I was able to recover in a private room, which helped me rest more comfortably. It’s now 2023, and over four years have passed since the transplant. I’m happy to say that my body has had no rejections or side effects, and I’m doing well.

I’m so thankful for God’s grace throughout these difficult years. His love has been my motivation to keep going, even when the physical pain was unbearable. I’ve had to endure many valleys, but I know that God has been with me every step of the way.

大家好，我叫 Sandy。我有過兩次換腎和一次換肝臟的經歷，當中經歷十幾次大小手術。由第一次洗腎到最後一次換腎總共二十年時間。這段日子真的不容易過，但神聽了我的祈禱。

我八歲時就開始有腎病。 1986年我由香港來美國定居。在1998年就開始需要洗腎。2004年我有機會可以換腎，但因為新的腎出現排斥，我要再做四次手術把器官拿出來。由 2016 至 2019年間，我還要抽肝積水。針好粗，刺得到我非常痛。而且輸血也十分困難。因為我已經輸血太多次數的原故，我的血種類變得複雜，要用很長時間才能找到適合的血來輸血。插IV 和插脖子的過程也很痛。

我以前是一個思想負面的人。我有想過不如打支針死了便算，可以不用再受痛苦折磨。洗腎的時候也曾想過為何偏偏是我 — 有腎病，要洗腎。但漸漸地我不再這樣想了。我的心態改變了。我信任主會將最好的給我。我感受仍然有生命並不是必然的。既然神給我一天的生命，我便活多一天吧。

洗腎一年後, 我發現我懷孕了。 在懷孕期間，因為我洗腎的緣故，需要做一個局部麻醉的手術，當時我的兒子在我肚子裡只有五個月大。我當時禱告他不要有事，能順利出世。感謝神能他平安無事地出世。回看這段日子我是如何經過的呢？我是如何有能力面對這一切呢？是禱告！我知道教會弟兄姊妹常常為我禱告，並且我倚靠神給我的力量走過每一天。在患病期間雖然辛苦，但我仍然很想去教會聚會，很想見弟兄姊妹。和他們一同敬拜，一同禱告，這是令我最快樂的事。有一次當我唱詩歌讀聖經的時候，我感受這位神向我說話。祂是那麼無限，那麼榮耀，但卻為我受苦受死。 祂是神，無必要為我這個微小的人而受苦。是祂的愛激勵了我。

我一直需要找一個能夠幫助我的肝臟科醫生，但總是由一個部門被推去另一個部門而不了了之。直到有一次我的腎科醫生介紹一個肝臟專科醫生給我。我相信這位醫生是神為我預備的，因為他非常有愛心，對我很好，並且他很替我着急。 他和醫療團隊商量要在美國找合適的腎臟和肝臟可以替我換。感謝神在2019年四月成功地一次過做到換肝和換腎的手術。這真是一個奇蹟！因為要分別找到合適我身體的肝和腎已經不容易。更何況要同一時間找到合適我的兩個器官更是難上加難。那次手術更是在三藩市的一間最新的醫院做，真的很感恩！一切儀器都是新的，而且可以一人住一間房，讓我可以休息得更好。直到2023年的今天，手術後已經過了四年多，我的身體仍然沒有任何排斥和副作用出現。

感謝神在這些年的恩典！是祂的愛激勵了我。因為身體的難處，實在非常痛苦，但感謝神帶領我經過這一切的幽谷。